2day..

i so tried..

din rest..

no mood..

2day..

i finally go bak join gymnastik..

all member when saw me feel happy..

all cum ask me tis few month..

but..

i tell them..

i cheated them..

i tis few day very happy..

now cum bak help them do performance..

try all high formation..

but..

i dun hav any confident..

nv let them noe wat happen on me..

suddenly..

when i trying 1 high fomation..

dunno wat happen i suddenly think about 1 gal..

i fell down..

hurt my leg..

PAIN..

but i say i nth..

but i pantient..

do again..

haiz..

but too pain can`t do..

fell down again..

after go bak home..

i feel so lonely..

no 1 will care me..

no 1 will ask me how my leg again..

haiz..

2day too tried..

feel i begin lonely on tis world..

Haiz I Feel I Lost Everything

Haiz

i feel so sad

can`t stand it anymore

so down

tis few days can`t do anything

no mood

no confident

y tis ting happen on me??!!

so DAMN hurt u noe??!!

thursday she say still luv me

promise me sunday will couple wif me bak

but...

tat day

she tell me she dun wan couple

wanna be wif fren better

DEN

i ask her reason

she jus tell me no feeling on me oli

JUS 4 DAY!!!

she dun luv me anymore

do u noe how hurt on me??!!

i keep asking her y?!

wat happen?!

she oso jus tell me no feeling oli..

but...

i noe she is on feeling other guy..

but...

she dun tell me..

y she wan cheated me...

i do a lot ting on her..

i spend all ting for her..

i treat her as wife as gud..

y she treat me bak lik tat??!!

y she so easy 4get our memory??!!

bcause of 1 guy standard 4 she on feeling him den drop me??!!

i so hurt..

so hurt.. so hurt..

my heart really died..

i do a lot ting..

buy rose flower 4 her..

change my temper..

wait her..

pantient her..

BUT..

i get de..

is tis..

she say v r last 4ever..

luv me 4ever..

but now...

everyting gone...

nth nice on my life..

T.T